I admit. I'm struggling.
I don't feel good. My stomach hurts off and on all of the time. I am sad. I miss my boys, my home, our family. I don't understand this ridiculous process. I can't put together in my head why the court process hasn't started yet... when the court has had our case for two weeks. I don't understand while after a full MONTH of sitting around and waiting for jobs to be done, we still haven't even started the court process. WHY!?!?! Then, when he feels like it - the judge gets to say our ten days starts. WHY TEN DAYS AFTER LOOKING OVER PAPERWORK FOR TWO WEEKS??? I really don't get it. Why have time restrictions at all if you aren't going to even be required to use them? I keep hearing the words "unless there are delays" and it makes my mind SPIN.
I feel like a prisoner. I am terrified we will be here another month - or more.
My sweet Christopher starts Kindergarten on August 11th and I fear I will miss it. It's killing me.
Please pray for us. We need to know there is a light at the end... at this point, we have no idea when we will be going home.